It also feels good to be home. I left Sheldon's after the gym yesterday and today I only went over to his house for a little while. This is important because I'm not sticking around with a knot in my stomach waiting for him to shoo me out. I'm leaving of my own volition, because I have other things to do at home. I'm leaving him wanting more. For probably the first time in our relationship I am letting him miss me. This isn't a trick or a game I am playing, far from it, in fact it is just because I finally feel some confidence in where we stand, and how important I am in his life.